Monday, January 29, 2007

Fish's random thoughts on....

Friendship
Friendship comes and goes. But i truly hope all the frens i have made will stay. There are some you gradually lose contact with. Eventually the friendship just dies off. Natural death. The friendship is gone cos the one party who bothers to ring the other one up/arrange for dates/sms to update finds it tiring and gives up. I have tried my best in some instances. When the other party no longer replies, I just throw in the towel as well. I wish things have gone otherwise.

Love
Missing makes the heart grow fonder?? This is the case when two people are passionately in love. Every single minute apart one thinks of the other party. The moment awake-two people wishing each other good morning; meal times-has he/she eaten? Is he/she having a good day at work? Endless of lovely thoughts and words spoken.
Missing makes the heart forget. Watching his back is painful. Facing him you feel a sense of joy. But this is one sided. You wanna say something. He has nothing to say. Endless of maybes and words not uttered. Things kept within the heart.

Life
I wanna do my best. But i feel weak and unmotivated. Lost in my little dreamworld. Asking myself wat i m doing exactly. What do i wanna achieve? Walk straight and never look back. I wish i could be so determined.

Transition
How does an acquaintance become a fren? One party must be active. Always trying to chat the other party up. Then slowly there is the sharing of inner thoughts and secrets. A bond is established and trust is gained. If you keep getting rejected, acquaintance will remain as that.